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| I never remember.
I've realized that I have some pretty incredible friends. Maybe because I used to not have very many friends, that I still forget that now I do. No, I'm not saying I grew up a loser..well maybe I did..but I mean. True friendships. The kind where you'll do something for the other without expecting anything in return, and doing it joyfully. Where you can call them up just because, and it's cool. When y'all can eat together in silence and it not be too..keyword..awkward. If you have an emootional panic attack and break down, they don't run away screaming, but stay and keep you sane. The kind where you can get hurt, though you don't want to, but if you do it'll be okay eventually because neither want to lose it.
I guess I had alot of what I call "surface-level friendships". No, not all of them. Those few true friendships I had growing up, I cherish dearly. But many were just "hey, how ya doin? ... oh yeah? cool ... i'm good too" kind of relationships. I'd pass them in the hallway everyday, sit across the table in class, share a booth at lunch, sneak cookies from our backpacks when the teacher wasn't looking. But really..what does that amount to? When I was sad, who could I turn to? When I was pissed, who could I vent to? It's hard. I know I'm at fault too, I didn't let people in, I didn't want to get hurt again. But something I've realized is that ALL relationships take work, from both parties. One sided relationships don't workout so well, no matter they're friendships or dating relationships.
Friends are awesome commodities. | | |
| i havent updated in a while.mainly because nothing very interesting has happened lately.
BUT! i do get to watch our football games on the field (under the field goal & jumbotron), which is pretty frickin sweet.
and, i'm taking modern dance. it's kind of akward..
my bed is my fort. it's finally finished..but light still gets in, in the morning. stinker.
i must admit, my room is awesome. i like it.
i watched high school musical 2 on the night it came out, with about 6 10ish year olds, a 26year old, and another friend of mine. it was pretty funny. at one point, the 26 yr old sat on the remote and turned the tv off. once we got the tv back on, we couldnt figure out what channel it was on. it was some huge complicated tv. fortunately..? they had tivo. | | |
| i dont get homesick.
maybe i mentioned this somewhere previously.. dont know.
but i REALLY missed school a few weeks back. i cant wait for school to start again and to see everyone. school has become home for me. they say home is where the heart is. not just the place where your family lives. or where friends live. or where you grew up. home isnt just a house.. really though..do we really even have a home on earth? not really. your home can change, it probably wont be the same place your whole life. not for the majority of us. there's always a home for each of us in heaven though, if we accept the invitation to go in.
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| EUROPE WAS GREAT.
COLORADO IS GREAT.
thanks for asking.
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| I GOT THE JOB!
my first job. i got a job. oh em gee. i'm so excited, i'm really excited.
pay isnt terrific, but that's alright. i'm happy. | | |
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